As we shared our souls, I breathed you in. Somehow... I'm not exactly sure how... you all became an intrinsic part of my DNA. As we walked together, our beings unified in some pseudo-spiritual-crazy-moon-lady sort of way. I know all of your smiles, your quirks, your laughs; I probably can guess what you all are thinking by various looks of your faces. This fills me with joy. Intimacy of this nature is beautiful. I am a part of you, and you.... you all are a part of me. So much so that the very thought of any one of you fills me to the brim with a burning passion of mixed things such as a longing to see you, the memories we have, the potential within you... etc etc etc.
I always want to relive our times together; I want to create new times together.....I feel abnormally connected. Obsessed, if you will. Phone calls do no justice. I want to touch you, to see you, to smell you.
I would throw in "tasting" for the sake of meeting all the senses, but I cannot see these friendships progressing into mutually licking relationships...
Normal people don't think this way. Normal people don't think that others become an integral part of their very being. But I can't help it. I can't help seeing your intrinsic value. I can't help being thrilled by your individual characteristics. I can't help being impressed with the goodness you bring to the world surrounding you. I can't help but think there is nothing that tear you out of who I am.
I want all of you around me all the time. Perhaps that is heaven, for I cannot think of anything more beautiful.
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